It's soooo exciting! You know why? Because it's such a "special" day...
My day started off with the typical bumper-to-bumper jam all the way from Cheras to MidValley (it really sux), and it seems like everybody is parking their car in the middle of the road! Not that bad la, just exaggerating a bit, but hey, it's really torturing... coz... pity me, I'm driving MANUAL man! *sobs*
Brief introduction on my job: It's 10 to 6, Mondays to Fridays, and alternate full-Saturdays, in Petaling Jaya, nearby Hilton Hotel. By the way, I'm not that old yet to graduate, this is just my first internship, and the allowance is terrible... The average allowance my other course mates get is around RM300-500, and so far I heard the highest record is RM1200! My bf was even promised a basic salary of RM800, exclusive of commission T_T
I have to work 5.3 months to get his basic salary! (Do the math yourself)... But I should really be grateful for getting this place, coz it's close to perfection.. and some of my friends don't even get paid...
End of whining (Part 1).. Lets go to whining Part 2~ XD
Despite the jam I still managed to reach half an hour earlier (coz i left home at 8:45am, to be safe okay...) And then, like the usual first day of work, show you around, tell you your responsibilities, etc. Then it came to assigning of jobs... No point explaining it here coz you'll start to yawn~ In short, it's exciting! But tiring.. of course...
12:30pm, my boss shooed everyone to the kitchen, and treated us Dominoes... Nice right? But have you heard of the idiom, "There's no such thing as a free lunch"? 3:30pm, guess what, GARDENING and WASHING! Yippee!
Yes, there's nothing wrong with your eyes, WE DID GARDENING and WASHING... of what? Of the walls outside! And it's a bungalow, with dirty walls.. pity us (luckily there are 5 of us to share the load)... and until 6pm, all we did was... *scrub scrub*... *splish splash*... *tug & pull*...
That's it! First day of work... interesting enough? I'm so worn out... Can't wait for tmr!!!!!! Yippee!!!
Bear in mind that some of the happy or excited exclamations might be reversed in meaning...
On the bright note, there will not be any gardening or washing tmr! *crossed fingers*
Thursday, November 1, 2007
1st Day of WORK!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Still standing
What happens if you sleep with your hair still damp, dreaming nonsense the whole night, and wake up 10 hours later when both hands of the clock are pointing at the number 12?
Well, the moment I sit up on my bed, I can feel that my hair's standing, walked to the mirror and...
Whoa~ This is rare case!
Sneaked downstairs to grab the camera, hoping that I won't bump into my grandma or kakak and scare them... or worse, let them laugh until no place to hide XD
*run run run~ look left look right~ clear!*
Mission Succeeded!
So what's next? Started cam-whoring until the batteries went dead~ ><''
I haven't do this for months wohkay~ so allow me to do so ==
If I go out like this, ppl will start shouting "Gui ah!" 
From this angle at least ppl will think I'm just using the wrong techniques =P
The aliens came and made crop circles~
After coming out from my source of inspiration~
A thousand apologies if any of my just-woke-up-pics scared you or made you lose your appetite. Blek! =P
Monday, April 23, 2007
the rain is back~
I'm finally back! Got miss me or not jek? =P
After suffering one week of exams and a slight burnout after that, I finally decided to write at least SOMETHING after noticing my blog visits declined terribly, and everyone else already has their Nuffnang ads on T_T
Great. Some updates on me. Current status: On a semester break for two weeks. But time table almost full already. So holiday equals to no holiday? I'm starting to miss college =P
I realized that holidays are often the busiest time, whereas during exams, I'll have the most time for myself.
During exams~
"You got exams ah? Oh, ok ok. Don't want to disturb you. This thing I handle/settle/do. You don't have to do anything, just concentrate on your studies."
When it comes to holidays~
"Wuah, holidays already hor? Syok liao hor? Come, got things for you to do..."
"Eh, two weeks holiday ah? Sure very free right, can help me to do...."
"Holiday ady sit at home nothing to do right? Then can you help me fetch .... to ...."
"Wey, your holiday so long, do ... this.... do.... that...."
See the difference?
Monday, April 9, 2007
Day dreamer~
Some people say I have a good imagination, they'll say, "Whoa, liddat u oso can think of oh?" Basically those are useless stuff, nothing to boast about, I crapped too much, and my brain is full of craps too~ I just think far more useless stuff than normal people do.
Like today, my two other girlfriends and I went for "tuition" at our classmate's condominium, a total of 3.5 guys living together. One of my friend used his toilet, and took quite long to come out. So when she came out I asked, "Why take so long? Installing closed-circuit TV in the toilet oh?" Then what I got back from the owner of the toilet was "Can you say something normal???" Yeah, he has been listening too much of my crappings lately~ You know who you are... By the way thanks to your post, which inspired me to write this...
I used to imagine a lot, or to say day-dream, and night-dream before I sleep too... I don't imagine myself as a princess, waiting for my prince charming, neither do I dream of being a millionaire and how would I spend those money... Ok maybe once in a green moon (it's even rarer than the blue moon) I'll imagine those unrealistic stuff, but most of the time my imaginations or day-dreams are more on the dark side. *pathetic*
Especially when I'm down, my imagination will go wild~ I'll imagine of the consequences of those unhappy stuff, up to the point where I imagine myself dead, or my family members die. My imagination is very visualized, I imagine in pictures, where I can actually "see" and "feel" what goes in my mind~ So most of the time, I'll end up crying, especially when I think of how life sucks, and imagining myself dying, and how heart broken my family and friends will be. At least that'll erase off my suicidal thoughts~
But that was the darkest part of my life, I mean until this point~ Thinking back, I was so foolish and immature, if you want to know more, you can visit my old blog, but I advise you not to, coz it's very emotional and full of negative energy~ So back to the bad imagination part, I don't do it now, seriously~ It's emotionally taxing, and a waste of time, so why do it? And I've found a better way of channeling those negative energy in a more positive way~ One of the ways are blogging and talking nonsense XD
Maybe after that period of my life, I suddenly burst out, or to say walk out from my cave. I talk and crap like I've not spoken for years, not afraid of expressing myself and don't really care what people think of me~ It's just so NOT ME, compared to what I was before... I've outgrown my passive personality to someone I hardly ever know, is this good or what?
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Friday, March 9, 2007
Perspectives on me...
I did the personality test, and it turns out that I'm like such a... don't know what's the best word to describe... let's just use "good-for-nothing"... Period. Now as suspicious as what the result claimed me to be, I 'consulted' a friend, a future-psychologist-to-be, and asked him what he thinks about me. Lazy lar, so i'll just copy and paste the MSN conversation:
are you asking me how do i think abt you?
watever la.. jz wanna collect viewpoints from ppl
u said urself crazy, i din admit nor reject
erm....suddenly become very "open-minded" and "friendly"
simple, sui bian style, not so serious on whatever you are doing? haha
and tends to be center of attention when you are wif a group
very free, casual sometimes
lol... center of attention!? den wat do u call XXX? center of the world?
XXX is get attention herself
urs is AUTOMATICALLY SOMEONE WILL TALK ABT YOU
hahaha... dont you think tat?
but it can be wrong. hehe. and friend-oriented lo
ceh....
haha
hmm, hardworking.....?
FORGET IT. haha
lol... i'm not hardworking.
only for particular things, maybe u r, but every last minute workers tend to dun have tat
haha
ppl talk abt me? when i'm around? got meh?
i'm not hardworking.. i'm super lazy.. like now..
i din say u hardworking. haha
BEH PAI SEH
haha... jk jk
opps, did i speak it toooo clear? guess not la ho. haha
no leh.. not clear enough.. be more transparent.. just shoot
eh?
hmm, rather than testing urself out from personality test, ask someone to check ur image self, is better?
wat else do u wna to know, u say it la easier.. waste my brain juice for it..
myself lo. ur perception or other ppl's perception towards me.. what kind of person i am to u all
something like?
kind? lolx
SO CRUEL PUNYA ORANG, MAU THROW BRICK SOME MORE
KIND? WALAO. haha
==
haha
friendly towards friends and anyone u know,
join the group and friends,
din complain too much,
not arguing wif someone seriously,
serious sometimes but crazy most of the time recently,
not dominating, not leader type for sure,
slack off is priority is u think so, tends to be topic of other person coz u are famous ?? XD or ppl like you looo XD
wah... yalor, y recently so siao ah?
but im famous? don't think so. y say so?
speak more inside than outside but recently change to speak more both side, maybe? hehe.
Not good at hiding emotion, LOL or i am too good at guessing
like i say u are friendly looo, everyone like you looo
the more neutral u be inside a group, the more ppl tends to remember abt you n tats y talk abt u la haha. or maybe u are different, tats y ppl talk la.
u choose urself. but just my opinion nia. maybe my perception different kut.
hehe. but i cant be telling u all the things abt u wat. i mean overall we are not that "close" wat
LOL. mana tau u got a hidden side or wearing a mask
but i believe that you are the person who can mix well with... not bad not bad. haha
Huahahaha.... although not everything is good about me, this is still good news, at least I'm not as bad as what the personality test says...
Thursday, March 8, 2007
This is nuts~
| Advanced Global Personality Test Results
|
personality tests by similarminds.com
trait snapshot:
depressed, introverted, neat, needs things to be extremely clean, observer, perfectionist, not self revealing, does not make friends easily, suspicious, irritable, hates large parties, follows the rules, worrying, does not like to stand out, fragile, phobic, submissive, dislikes leadership, cautious, takes precautions, focuses on hidden motives, good at saving money, solitary, familiar with the dark side of life, hard working, emotionally sensitive, prudent, altruistic, heart over mind, unadventurous
Anyway I'm not gonna do the test all over again, coz it has over 100 questions....
Somebody please tell me that the results are NOT true... especially those who knows me.... XD
Just click on the link if you wanna try... Happy trying and don't scare yourself with the results ^^
Monday, March 5, 2007
Tagged, again!
I'm tagged again, this time by Alex... Since I'm busy but don't want to face the reality yet, let me just finish this tag off, before I start forgetting about it... ^^
PART 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Mindy ~ a name i used to hate when I was young... Coz some people just can't pronounce it right :-S
PART 2: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage : Pure Hokkien Chinese ~ with typical small eyes and short stature :-S
PART 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY & TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up : "What time is it? How many extra minutes can I stay in bed?" ~ I'm not the kind of person who wakes up and jumps out of bed immediately, I'll take averagely half and hour each day to get out of bed XD
PART 4: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or coke : Coke, only when I go to McDonalds ~ I'm a health conscious person okay... what a "good" excuse... Actually I'll get gastric when I drink too much gassy drinks...
PART 5: DO YOU...
Smoke : No ~ I will never commit suicide or burn money...
PART 6: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol : I don't drink...
PART 7: WHAT WERE YOU DOING..
1 minute ago : Thinking
PART 8: FINISH THE SENTENCE
i love : myself, my friends, my family, and Adam!
Same policy, choose not to tag people, but welcome people to volunteer ^^
Phew... what a long tag...
Job done here, a bigger task coming ahead...
I hate reality!
*run and hide*
Sunday, March 4, 2007
Tagged!
I'm supposed to do this tag by Feon centuries ago... But delayed it again and again, until now... paiseh ah...
I read many tags in different blogs, most of them, or all of them gave loooooong answers, but I'm the lazy one, so I'll just make it short ok!
1: Who is the first blogger you meet?
-> I've knew and Aaron and Feon since primary school, and they turned out to be bloggers, so they can be considered the first bloggers I met right... Oh ya, not forgetting Yang, whom I've known since the day I was born...
2: Who is the most wanted to meet blogger for you?
-> Meet ah, haven't thought of it... but I'm curious to know who's the "bird talker" who left comments in my blog and in the "tok bird" box... mysterious guy / girl... XD
3: Who is the ‘I can meet, want to meet but somehow never got to meet’ blogger?
-> Wheh... I blogged not even for one year, how to answer this question?
4: Who are the group of bloggers you most wanted to meet?
-> Group of blogers? Who else... Everybody lafu the Rojaks gang!
5: Do you have any bloggers/blog readers that you wish to meet right now?
-> Right now? No wor... In the future, most probably yes...
Tag 5 more people? What a hard thing to do, most bloggers I know are already tagged wor...
So I'll leave it blank, those who wants to volunteer are welcomed to do so!
Job done! *up, up and away!*
Saturday, March 3, 2007
I was a WOLF!
| You Were a Wolf |
 You have an instinctual intelligence that guides your life. Your family and "pack" is of primary importance, and you protect them. |
"Ahhhhhwoooooooo"
I was a wolf in my past life!?
But hey, it says that I have an instinctual intelligence that guides my life, not too bad eh?
Saw this thing for extremely-bored-and-have-nothing-better-to-do bloggers from Aaron and Kenny Ng, Aaron's a spider and Kenny's a toad... Haha! So I'm better, at least I'm a mammal ^^v
Speaking of wolves... I remembered being called a wolf by my cousin, way back then years ago...
Because... ahem.... let the man explain why I'm called a wolf... BACK THEN... IF, and only IF he reads this and leaves a comment/explanation....
Oh ya, the question I posted 2 days ago...
What is short at first,
Grows long when you hold it,
Goes through in between your breasts,
And then enters a hole?
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I promised to post the answer up, supposed to be yesterday, but my brother was glued to my Adam the whole night playing his boring PKO (Pirate King Online) because it doesn't lag compared to our home PC... Great, a very "good" brother who always greet me at the doorstep when I come back home in the weekends, and the first thing he says to me after one week of not talking to him, "Where's Adam?" =.='''
Ok, back to the answer of the riddle....
For the very last time I repeat myself (I know you're starting to get pissed):
What is short at first,
Grows long when you hold it,
Goes through in between your breasts,
And then enters a hole?
I guess the first thing which comes to your mind is the PENIS right!
But it's not! It's something we always use and see everyday!
It's nothing else but the innocently protective SEAT BELT you dirty minded people! (including myself)
It's a logical answer, isn't it?
Addition:
PS: Oh my gawd, I've just met the fastest person to get this riddle right... He gave me the right answer in less then 2 minutes!
prAwN h3aD says:
u want entertainment? let u guess this:
What is short at first,
Grows long when you hold it,
Goes through in between your breasts,
And then enters a hole?
AN PAN MAN says:
???
easy answer or hard 1
??
prAwN h3aD says:
u guess la
AN PAN MAN says:
= =
my mind very dirty 1 d ler~~ = =
prAwN h3aD says:
u said it's normal wat...
AN PAN MAN says:
lolz
prAwN h3aD says:
a guy who isn't dirty minded is not a guy, lol
AN PAN MAN says:
true oso XD
u agree ady hor~~
prAwN h3aD says:
agree wat?
AN PAN MAN says:
got hint anot?
your breast?
prAwN h3aD says:
it's something very common 1... mostly adults use it
AN PAN MAN says:
means the things is belongs to the breasts owner lah
i know ady
hahaha
safety belt
true?
prAwN h3aD says:
wei!
AN PAN MAN says:
how?
prAwN h3aD says:
how u know!
AN PAN MAN says:
huahahahahaha
prAwN h3aD says:
geng wor!
AN PAN MAN says:
huahahahaha
i'm GENIUS
prAwN h3aD says:
u read my blog?
AN PAN MAN says:
???
blog?
u put this question on blog?
prAwN h3aD says:
yea
how did u guess it in such a freaking short time!
AN PAN MAN says:
coz i juz attend cognitive class leh XD
it's about problem solving......
huahaha huahaha
- the end -
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
My first blog
I went through my first blog in Friendster Blogs just now... browse through every post I made, since 9th March 2006... It's almost a year since I started blogging, initially I blogged mainly on my love life, the sad and dark part of it, that's why it's called A pLac3 t0 thR0w OuT mY feEling$....
Life's been like a roller-coaster ride last year, I had almost forgotten how bad I felt throughout the whole year, until I browsed through my previous posts on my previous blog... Don't know how to describe my feelings now... it's a mixture of emotions... plus gratitudes towards my caring friends, and through my 'emo blog', I made two new friends too, Ryan and Alan, they really supported me a lot throughout that course of my life, and not forgetting Aaron, whom always leave comments on my blog, right until now he still does! And to my other girlfriends out there, I really appreciate the help and care you all have showered me with, without you all, I wouldn't be able to stand up on my feet again... And last but not least, my dear cousin Yang, for giving really useful advices when I needed them the most...
Nothing else to say... want to know my history, read my history... Criteria needed: Patience.
P.S: I will NOT cry easily anymore... Got to be strong...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Blogthings (Part 2)
| You Are 24% Evil |
 A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
Oh no... I'm the most dangerous kind of evil! ngek ngek....
| You Are 50% Weird |
 Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
And I'm weird too.... normal enough to know that I'm weird.. =.='''
| You Are A Fun Friend |
 You're the one who keeps your group laughing And you've always got an idea for something fun to do The party's not complete without you And you wouldn't miss it for the world |
But I'm a fun friend to be with! So no worries! I don't eat people... I'm vegetarian... ^^
Friday, February 23, 2007
Blogthings (Part 1)
| You Are Scary |
 You even scare scary people sometimes! |
Haha.... this is true... I'm SCARY! Sometimes only lah, not all the time... I'm not neurotic...
| What Your Dreams Mean... |
 Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. |
Quite true... realized myself a lot through my dreams lately... Unconscious mind saying something...
| You Are 60% Sexy |
 Your Sex Appeal Is: High You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers. Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know. |
Hohoo... this is something new... "You're even more attractive than you know." Really?
| You Are An ISFP |
The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. |
This is.... hmm.... weird...
| Never Date an Aquarius |
 Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out. And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with. Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo |
Eh? Why not date Leo? Wahahaa.... Sarcastic...
| You Are 50% Normal |
 While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
Wahaha.... be careful...
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Sick!
It's been a long time since I got sick... Unfortunately for me, I woke up with a sore-throat but ignored it and went for class... Ken told us before the Chinese New Year holidays that today's public speaking class is VERY important and everyone MUST attend!
In the end, it's just a normal class, talk talk and talk... It's like never attending class at all... 30 minutes drive along Kesas highway from Klang to Cheras, extra 15 minutes to wait at the traffic lights, a long queue at the U-turn, and a hard time finding parking at the busy Taman Connaught! And thanks to our 'beloved' Dato' Seri Samy Vellu, the toll price to and fro is RM13.20... Waste of petrol and my precious time...
Back to the sick part... At first it was nothing, my throat just felt bad as it was swollen. Then afternoon came, i couldn't eat, no appetite, and no mood to talk as it was getting worse, it even hurts when i drink.
Went to Samosa Cafe again in between breaks, I don't really like the place actually, but there is a cute waiter working there, well mannered, pleasant smile, and he speaks beautiful English, I just LOVE his accent! It's such a coincidence that every time I went there with my friends, he'll serve us... *drooling*
Today the 11 of us went there, and you know what he did? He actually pulled out the chair for me and help me get seated! I was thinking "Oh my gawd, it's only a normal cafe and he's giving me the service of a posh restaurant! How gentleman of him!" *almost fainting* And when he brought the drinks, my friend asked me what I ordered, and before I could answer, he answered it for me, correctly! Not bad, he can still remember ^^
Okay, enough of him... back to me... It was raining when we walked back to class, and after that in class, I started to feel cold and had fever... poor me... Oh ya, we got back our Personality Theories individual assignment today, very satisfied with my marks, I got 17.5/20 ^^ And it was last minute work, started writing at 11pm and finally completing it at 8am, after some dozing off once in a while...
I don't drive to college all the time, unless I'm not staying in my grandma's house... My fever got really bad on my way back, my head was so heavy even my neck hurts, my eyeballs were like boiling, and my ears were like stuck and going to explode anytime... It was bad, really bad...
Luckily the traffic flow was quite good, although it was a little bit congested at the Bandar Tasik Selatan LRT station... The slowing down was good for nothing, just a minor accident at the left lane, and dunno why and what the heck everyone was slowing down... *sigh*
When i was about to reach home, it started drizzling, and the worst part came, the wiper wasn't working! Shit! The lorry in front was splashing water, misting the windscreen... It was almost 7pm and i couldn't' see clearly... When I was about to pull over by the emergency lane, thank God the wiper worked once or twice after trying many times, and thank God the drizzle was just for one minute or two and I was about to reach home... safely of course...
Reached home and found out that my sister's boyfriend took my parking space >.<''', parked my car in front of the gate and went upstairs to sleep straight away after saying 'hi'... Slept for a few minutes, and then Dad came and touched my forehead, and gave me a Panadol, I hate Panadols! Haven't taken it for ages.... But I had no choice, the headache was killing me...
Swallowed it hard down my painful throat, and fell flat again... But hey, it worked! I thought paracetamol are killer drugs.... It really worked... No more fever now, not feeling cold anymore, sore throat getting better, no more headache... Just a little blurry... @@
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
原来爱情这么伤 - 梁咏琪
我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想
我日月无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方
原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱
只想变的坚强强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头再看一看
原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样
Sorry for posting in Mandarin... I just couldn't help it...
Anyway it's just the lyrics of a song...
A song i truly felt deep in my heart... In the past, and present...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
I Love MFO!
Yay! Finally finished two of the Public Speaking presentations at one shot today... Was the first and last group to present in the 4 hours long class... Phew... Luckily I didn't get tongue-tied as what happened at the first one... It was totally a nightmare... 3 presentations down, 3 more yet to go ><''' And from what i have learned from these 3 presentations: the more prepared you are, the more nervous you'll get, and will end up disappointed if things go awry... So it's best to not be too prepared, and don't restraint yourself to a script... You'll end up panicking and reading from it word by word, and the paper in your hand will somehow obstruct your hand and body movements...
It was freaking hot today, really really hot, so I treated myself for a McFlurry Oreo, I haven't eaten it for months! The queue at the drive-thru was kinda bad, waited for 15 minutes under the scorching hot sun with a air cond which blows out hot air =.=||| But it was worth the wait ^^ A McFlurry a day keeps the blues away!
I'm starting to become Malaysia's "role model" citizen, driving past the speed limit and without a license :P What... i renewed my license and haven't got the new one ok.... Yesterday midnight my parents accompanied me to pump petrol, and they complained that i drove too fast... And when i fetched Mei back from college just now, she also said I drove too fast... Really? Do I? My limit is 130kmph and I don't go beyond that, and I'm not the fastest one though... o.0'''
*Yawn* Starting to feel sleepy... Haven't started on my assignment due on Monday... And i haven't done my Chinese New Year shopping yet... Take a nap first, hope to finish my proposal by tomorrow noon... I need a break! But i don't have a Kit Kat... So no breaks... T_T
By the way for those who are getting too stressed out... Laugh at this! It's kinda creepy, you can click on it and link it back to YouTube, look at how many views it got... 9,184,762 views! Imagine... 9 million! And It'll get more and more...
Monday, February 5, 2007
A changed person, am I?
I don't know who I am now... I felt that i have changed... but i don't know how I have changed... Most probably my lifestyle and mentality... Have i became better or worse, that is up to the individual to interpret... All i can say is, i like some part of it, but dislike the others...
Kinda weird to say that i can't read my own mind and heart... Uncertain with myself, a coward in facing the truth... But on the other hand, i felt that i have learned to express my feelings verbally better than before... and i think I'm getting more and more talkative... or maybe just to certain groups of people... Maybe i just don't care too much of what people think of me anymore... but sometimes i would just keep quiet without having the initiative to start a conversation when I'm with my friends... I'll be buried deep into my own thoughts...
I really don't understand myself anymore... Hope to understand myself through other people... But no matter good or bad, I'll take it with an open heart ^^
Monday, December 4, 2006
I'm back
Yeap, i'm back, but not in the mood to blog... i mean, not in the mood to write about my trip yet... Tired with work, and kinda worried with the "Rojak Reunion" this coming Saturday... Up to date, we have only 30 confirmation, just reached 50% of our target only.... ><'''
Just had a satisfying dinner, although its just the normal 3 dishes and 1 soup, compared to the 6 dishes and 1 soup during the whole week in China, sometimes 8 (scary), home cooked meal is much much more suitable for my tastebud, and stomach too.... Talking about the food in China, especially in Shanghai, two words to describe it: SUPER OILY!
I'm not exaggerating, it's really super oily, while eating we had to have one tissue in hand, to wipe off the oil flowing out from our mouth! Sounds yucky, but it's true... Anyway it's not as geli as you think lah, their cooking oil is not made from palm oil, it's made from beans, so it doesn't make you go "uuek!" But two things that made us go "uuek!" are TOFU and GREEN PEPPER!!! Thinking of it gives me the shivers! Every meal, i repeat, EVERY meal, you'll see tofu and green pepper on the table, and 90% of the times, it's the same style of cooking although we ate at different restaurants every meal ><'''
2 meals X 7 days = 14 plates of oily tofu and green pepper! *shivers*
see how 'shiny' the food is... it really sparkles under the lights! *sparkling*~ the end~
Monday, November 20, 2006
1st day of work
One word to describe, TIRED! Physically n mentally worn out....
The children's standard was below average and they are so naughty! And how am i possible to remember so many names ><''' plus there's twins in my class... Millions of cells dying out each time i have to scold them... Still haven't mastered the art of 'killer eyes'... Learning how to give them the sharp look which will make them quiet and sit still.... :P
Children can really be creative when it comes to making sentences.... Just by giving them a few questions, and you'll get all sorts of hilarious answers, which are damn hard to correct them, because the sentence is grammatically correct, it's just that the idea is wrong... I'm marking English now... Wanna faint... Don't know how to mark them... Take a deep breath.... wahh... dunno whether to laugh or to cry.... all sorts of weird answers..... wanna vomit blood already.... 22 more days to go.... don't die yet Mindy... hold on....
Before i end, a big big bow and salute to all teachers... I have been in school for almost 16 years, and this is the 1st time i understood how challenging it is to be a teacher....